Thursday, June 11, 2009

I'm losing it... I want to die.

Nobody cares...
I hate myself...
I hate my life...
It's better to die.

God's a fucking liar! Said he loves me but what's happening? I tried to be a better man but he seems unmoved to my prayers.

Why does my family hates me? Why I can't find another job when I have tried everything? Trials? For what? To measure my faith? Damn it. Selfish God! Fuck fate! I don't know what he's up to. To let everybody knows he's the greatest? Huh.

I decline my faith now. I will not believe anymore that he does exist. God's a myth. Period.

I will never be good like my sisters.

I will always be my fucking father's image.

I will always be the loser. The idiot.

Fuck fate. Fuck faith.

Farewell world. I'll take that one forbidden slash.

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